Love in the morning 

I have a few sadness in life

Leaving you is the saddest 


an autumn night 2017



Not all lovers can turn their love into poetry

I will remember

The nights we lay on bed listening to my cheesy old songs

The early mornings when you were awake and I was still half sleeping

How your T-shirts felt on my soft skin

How comfy and warm it was next to you

They say

Drunk people are never sad

But very little they know

They have died a million times in those drunk moments

Because of a love that cannot be fulfilled

Because of someone they cannot forget

Sometimes I wish I could forget everything about us, about you

Sometimes I wish we never met

Then sometimes I wish I would never forget a single moment spent with you

Because I know I was happy

And because I know I was alive

I was drunk in those moments

So drunk that I didn’t realise

I have died a million times too…




I will remember 

“I will remember the kisses

our lips raw with love

and how you gave me 

you had

and how I 
offered you 

what was left of 

and I will remember 

your small room

the feel of you

the light in the window

your records

your books

our morning coffee

our noons 

our nights

our bodies spilled together

the tiny flowing currents


and forever

your leg 

my leg

your arm 

my arm

your smile 

and the warmth 
of you

who made me laugh 

– Charles Bukowski –



can i be your cigarette

so you can pull me out of a black dark box

so you can light me up when i’m cold

so you can keep me on your lips

so you can inhale me even though you know how toxic i am

but you don’t really care

cause you love that feeling in your lungs

can i be your cigarette

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i really want to sleep with


not sex, just sleep

i want to curl up, legs and

arms a tangled mess, the

sound of their breathing singing

me to sleep, their hands

caressing me, awakening

in the early hours of the morning

because they moved slightly

and my body noticed their cold absence

cuddling up & sleeping peacefully

waking up to the sun coming

through the curtains and lighting

up their sleepy eyes

yawny kisses and warm hugs

i want it all