I had lot of fun with my mates the other night. We chilled out, smoked weed and when I got stoned, I came up with many crazy weird stuff. Things usually go super fast in my mind and I have the habit of noting down what I am thinking when I get high then I can look at them the next morning when I wake up. It’s odd, I know, but sometimes I realize that I could come up with some pretty good ideas and when I read the notes in the morning, I was like “Shit, they were awesome. I wonder how could my mind even work in such an incredible way?”
I’m not saying that smoking weed is good and it should be promoted. I enjoy doing it sometimes, just to get some relaxing good time and let my mind be as creative as it wants to be. When I’m stoned, I often become really quiet and all I do is grabbing my phone and writing down as many ideas flowing in my mind as possible. It always feels fucking good I have to say. Reality becomes illusions and illusions seem so real and touchable.
NOTE: I’ve always been obsessed with “Lolita” by Nabokov and recently, I’ve fallen in love with Lana Del Rey’s songs as she’s obsessed with Lolita too and most of her songs have the Lolita theme, which is really captivating to me. All of those ideas are messy and somehow meaningless to you readers but that was what happened in my mind. And perhaps I need someone with a synchronized soul to understand them…
Who you love? U dreaming. When you love. H
-music in the background
-she said i am the one
Culture: couple eats meals together.
I don’t like noodles
Feed me with the blood of your heart
Chopsticks and spoons. Which one is more useful/convenient?
Chopsticks and noodles: work
Spoons and noodles: never work. If it works, so go home and go to an eye specialist.
Spoon and soup: stunning.
Charming. Slow. Classy. Boss. Virgo. He’s a vigor. Haha tryyyy
-wht r u doing???
THATS NOT FUNNY.
Please, shut the fuck off.
No more bullshit stories. This is not a tabloid paper.
103743 why do I want to be a journalist?
-because I love taking photos
-I also want to fight against the bad guys.
-it’s getting better.
You can never find a perfect reason like this to…
Snow White in the wood.
Yes, I’m surrendering to your power.
Ha, he has never loved me. Not at anytime.
Because I’m beautiful.
I’m a scarlet scarlet, singing in the garden
… Waiting for you to come and water me…
5′ from the other universes
The audience is watching a comedy.
They are trapped in their own reality.
I never take enough.
<strawberry bottles. Happy Meal!!!>
I’ll try. I’m making an experiment.
If I miss you so much
Could the past come back and I can have one more chance?
To love you
To stop you from leaving this life
To put a jacket on you
To put some tears in my eyes
They are from other universes.
Freaks – scary
But James Franco
But James Dean. Nah, he’s nothing. He’s rubbish. He’s short and tiny.
Kiss me on my snjdndhehdd
Hey Lolita hey
Hey Lolita hey
Boxes. glass boxes.
Sad. Black butterflies. Colorful light.
Sun goes down.
Hey Lolita heyyhhhhyyyyyyyewyw
Other universe: #qwerty
You and me
Sun goes down.
Mountains. Green grass.
Wait what’s up?
Tut tut tut
You have to live. Your daughter loves you.
You can be the boss
The Fourth of July.
Moving my hips.
. I like you a lot..
Whatever. The liquor on your lips makes you dangerous
Summer. You can be the boss daddy you can be the boss.
Sick as a dog.
In the audition of some studios:::
My feet. Curl
I need you, babe!
You I love
You I miss
You I hate
My blood. My world. Slave. Birthday cakes.
We are forever wild.
My lips. My taste.
(to be continued…)